Inside I hope, you know I\'m dying
Superchick - Beauty from pain

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I've died

And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
My life before is only a memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place

And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how You've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here I am at the end of me (at the end of me)
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

...

In diesem Lied singt die Saengerin ueber ihre eigene Essstoerung. "I know I'm alive, but it feels like I've died". Wer kennt dieses Gefuehl nicht.. der Magen schmerzt, die Sicht wird verschrobener.. der Blick verschleiert, gaehnende Leere im Koerper, in unsrer Seele.. das Gefuehl des langsamen Sterbens und dennoch lebt man, irgendwie,.. die Frage ist nur immer: wie lange noch? Wie lange noch mache ich, mein Koerper das mit? Wie lange wird mein Umfeld meine Situation noch ignorieren koennen - und - was noch viel wichtiger ist: wie lange werde ich den Fakt noch ignorieren koennen, dass es mit mir immer mehr bergab geht?.. Wir hoffen, hoffen bis zum letzten Ende, dass irgendein Zauber unsere Krankheit aufloesen wird und dennoch halten wir wie verzweifelt an ihr fest..

 

15.11.09 11:53
 


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